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oh well , i'm back to klang today . i thought can't back to klang tis week since there's no driver . hohoho ! luckily dad willin to fetch us back =) tired + sleepy = pale :x sighz . everyday lackin of sleep . wonder why ~ i oso don understand :x HE called me and ask me how's my health . and i said not good , feel like vomittin owayz . and HE ask me go see doctor , and i scolded+shouted , see wat sai ? it's rude , i know . i jus don wan to admit HE still cares about me . LOL ! it will make me thk bak the past and started to fall in the wrong pathway again . so tis is a way to protect myself , alright? i miss HIM terribly . don wanna do the wrong decision again but still it is hard for me to forget HIM that easily . i can hardly control my feelings . i feel happy when i heard HIS voice . i'm waitin for HIS call everyday . tat's the main motor for me everyday . i'm gettin addicted . Yeah . die liao :x i don wanna fall in love again . so please , leave me alone . wat i wan is only HIM :x sounds stupid right? yeah , it did . but i don't give a shit anymore . i don wanna pain for more times . so make it pain until HE met a new girl . and by tat time , i will disappear . i don mind bein the spare tyre until HE found a new one . HE don't know about my blog , so i expose everything here . damn ! i can't afford it anymore !

come on vivien , u can easily face all kind of circumstance and obstacles in life . =)

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oh well , i'm back to klang today . i thought can't back to klang tis week since there's no driver . hohoho ! luckily dad willin to fetch us back =) tired + sleepy = pale :x sighz . everyday lackin of sleep . wonder why ~ i oso don understand :x HE called me and ask me how's my health . and i said not good , feel like vomittin owayz . and HE ask me go see doctor , and i scolded+shouted , see wat sai ? it's rude , i know . i jus don wan to admit HE still cares about me . LOL ! it will make me thk bak the past and started to fall in the wrong pathway again . so tis is a way to protect myself , alright? i miss HIM terribly . don wanna do the wrong decision again but still it is hard for me to forget HIM that easily . i can hardly control my feelings . i feel happy when i heard HIS voice . i'm waitin for HIS call everyday . tat's the main motor for me everyday . i'm gettin addicted . Yeah . die liao :x i don wanna fall in love again . so please , leave me alone . wat i wan is only HIM :x sounds stupid right? yeah , it did . but i don't give a shit anymore . i don wanna pain for more times . so make it pain until HE met a new girl . and by tat time , i will disappear . i don mind bein the spare tyre until HE found a new one . HE don't know about my blog , so i expose everything here . damn ! i can't afford it anymore !

come on vivien , u can easily face all kind of circumstance and obstacles in life . =)