Monday, January 12, 2009
END . i saw it . yeap . it's end now . no hesitate at all . jus end lidat . finally huh ? after suffer for so long , it do takes us 2 weeks of time , right? how u feel now? i guess feelin better huh? i noe tis gonna happen sooner or later and i've got ready for it .. i didn't cry at all , truely . live with what you are . u feel happier huh ? yeaps =) i am still waiting for the past few weeks but it don't make any changes at all . yeah . i'm stupid .. lotsa ppl told me tis before , and you too . i don't feel hurt , i know that's the truth . though the time for us is short it's still part of my memories in life . i know what should i do . i won't put hope anymore , alright ? u don't need a gf , seriously . perhaps u r right . gf will kpkb at u . gaming is ur passion and u love it so much . u jus can't live without gaming . what to do ? like what u said , u r gamer . it is part of ur life huh ? so i choose to quit that time . i don't want u feel fan bcos of needs to accompany me , i said . and u , of course , agreed without any hesitate . i guess i've made the right choice . choices have consequences . and the consequence makes u happy . it's already enough . i knew i'm oways the unimportant one . who cares for my need ? who ? yeah . my sis .. she's the only one will listen to me now. sometimes i felt pity of her, whenever i talk abt you , she gotta see my tears droppin again and again . and tellin me to give up again and again . it's a bored job . and it's tiring . i know .. so sayang , don't worry . no more consult from me =)
i'm really fine , seriously .
i'm really fine , seriously .