i lurve myself (:

2012-02-16T19:10:00.000+08:00

In life, you're going to be left out, talked about, lied to, and used, but you have to decide who's worth your tears and who's not.

2012-02-06T10:50:00.003+08:00

到底是什麽變了?
你, 還是我?

你說你沒變只是你忍太久了
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是我逼的嗎?

2012-02-01T22:41:00.002+08:00

最近到底怎麼了總是丟三落四的
心神不寧又是怎麼一回事

hard disc不見了到底在哪
我記得放在家裡的啊怎麼找不到
是你送的生氣是應該是我的錯

新的洗臉霜用不到一個星期
RM99 至少一半報廢吧
爲了買這些產品而破產罐子破了虧了一半
怎麼搞的怎麼這麼粗心大意

要改吧這種邋遢又不小心的習慣該改改了吧
怎麼改? 不是一朝一夕做得到的吧
不改只會把麻煩帶給人家惹人憎何苦呢?

最近好煩
笑不出沒話說亦或是不想說話?
怎麼搞的我到底怎麼了
運氣不好麼不則然
我也不清楚是怎麼一回事

愿一切順順利利平平安安的
好嗎?

2012-01-16T22:38:00.004+08:00

Wishlist for 2012:
Ya right? i know is a lil bit late but still i wanna update my wishlist!

1. tryna be independent
I really wanna get rid of being dependent to people always. When i depend on someone to help me complete certain task, it's me who causes trouble to the others. so, cut it!

2. tryna be more socialize
okay i admit i am a socially awkward person. i could hardly speak in front of people whom i don't know, or i am not close with. i seriously couldn't act naturally as how i acted with my family, close friends and boyfie.

3. tryna make more new friends
this is important as i am going to work in the coming August and i definitely have to social and make more new friends instead of being alone all the time. this isn't the life i wish for.

4. clean and clear skin
wtf, i am having serious skin problem now, with huge pimples, some black spots and scars. no idea what causes all this but i would like to take a portion of my wish list to wish for a clean and clear skin for the rest of my life! pimples make me feel like people are scanning through my skin instead of watching into my eyes when they are talking to me. feel sux :/

5. health
i wan my boyfie to stay healthy! please, no more health problem for him.

6. more freedom
i am like 21 already, and my curfew still set at before 1200 am. i wish the curfew can be set off and my boyfie gets approval from my dad.(if i have the courage to admit to my dad)

7. new purse?
my purse is pretty old now with some black ink on it. how messy :/ maybe i should get myself a new purse for my 21st birthday.

8. 45kg!
I wanna get on diet. I hate those excess fats in my arm, leg and tummy. wanna get rid of them so desperately! any way to recommend?

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okay, that's all i can thought of right now. i will update again when i think of any new ones. the quota is not full yet! =p

2011-12-27T09:59:00.002+08:00

什么时候开始想发脾气变得如此的艰难
到底我在顾虑什么
不想历史重演还是不想变成一种依赖
若有天他不再忍让是不是代表着什么东西变质了
未雨绸缪是好事吗
太过于小心翼翼又如何
为什么要把自己搞得那么累
却又不想让自己以为自己的地位有多高
大女人真的不易当
小女人我不想当
人啊矛盾吧何苦为难自己
太过于保护自己却忽略了对方的感受
不保护自己却遍体鳞伤
为什么人生就没办法像童话故事般美满

2011-11-13T00:38:00.002+08:00

为什么要让自己习惯
为什么要那么放纵自己
你不该是那么的脆弱
你不该是那么容易被伤害
他人对你的好并不是理所当然
让自己越陷越深为什么？
你真的不应该这么做
学着坚强学着独立
才是真正你需要的呀
重蹈覆辙免了吧

貪

2011-10-31T21:03:00.002+08:00

人總是貪心的

總認為別人對你的好是理所當然

當有一天某人再也不對你好

"他/她變了"

公平點吧

沒人喜歡當羔羊

沒人喜歡被利用

換個立場來想

如果總是你在為別人付出

你甘願嗎?

你連付出這兩個字都不懂吧

裝傻扮懵

我是會

只是, 我累了.

2011-10-16T01:35:00.002+08:00

决定了

跌倒了再爬起来

为什么要折磨自己

我真的不想要这种天赋

坚强外表下我脆弱却开始失常

我没事我真的很好

lovelife!

2011-08-23T10:47:00.003+08:00

alright alright, i know my blog is dead! i have a lot of things to share, just don't know where to start with. hmm, let's talk about my life now. pretty good, pretty fine! i have friends with me, family love with me, and relationship are just fine! i should be satisfied, yea i do, amitabha. new semester starting soon, oops, have i mentioned it already started? lol, already started. but this week is a totally holiday week as lecturers not gonna start the class this week, they will only start after Raya break. sounds good? i x pasti =S one thing can be sure is that i am gonna rock and roll for this week! lol. friends are coming over and we gonna slack for one whole day or even the next day! ok, hwaiting it!

life's good. still there are some uncertainties about life. a friend of mine, which have been together with the bf for almost 3 years, broke up in the semester break out of sudden. do i seriously have a shocked? well i wouldn't be sure about that. still anyway, wish her best of luck! don't be hidden in the shadow of the past, u still can live great without guys! so do I. my relationship had a crack already and now it is fixed, well i hope so. add oil kay? don't be giving up so easily.

i hope my life can be smooth as what i have planned. i don't wanna face failure please. i am afraid of the day.

p/s : i have just change to a new room with new roommate.

she is pretty nice!

lovelife!

2011-05-25T09:26:00.003+08:00

how much i hope my life could be fairytale? since then i realize that realistic is more compatible with the society now rather than fairytale, though i dreamt for it since i was young. tiring, huh? i couldn't said it's actually tiring when i am still have a lil enjoyment with it. sarcastic, huh? yea, this is the word i am looking for. i damn fail right?

how can life don't be free from problems? all of us are having the same problem, aren't us? we struggle to survive. it's difficult to know how others think about you, i don't give a damn either. u know why? i will definitely feel upset if i do know the opinion of others about me. that's why i choose not to know. correct decision? no, i am not sure. i've been doing all sort of stupid thing to keep away from all the comments about me. sounds stupid? yea, this is indeed the truth. no matter what, this is not the main point.

i love to do double works, but seriously, is anyone glad of doing that? there must be some reasons for this. but so wtf, i don't know what's my problem! lacking of experience or what, i have no idea. nobody guide me how to do, so how would u expect me to learn from my mistakes. i am seriously speechless for what i did for the enroll thingy. it's not a big problem though, still it bring up issue to me. i am so emo, yes, perhaps i am. i just too perfectionist?

i don't mean to be like so emo, it's just that it's been ages ago for me to release all my unsatisfaction (or problem perhaps :/). i need to breathe. it's just that, i seriously hope my life could be fairytale i wouldn't have so many problems then. be human is sort of disaster, i told ya last time, i would rather become jelly fish next time as they have no brain, and perhaps no problems could be brought up. sounds so lovely right? it might sound damn funny, but this is the life i wishing for.

since i've already been a human for 20 years, can't i actually pass my upcoming life with smiles but not tears? seriously i need to be optimistist. i am getting bored of my attitude like this. so please, give me an happy ending always :)

2011-04-19T10:29:00.003+08:00

i've done with all assignments and tests , finally !

it's like paradise lol.

left with a presentation, and i realize that i don't feel like paying much effort on that.

so what i care?

i want to relax !

i want to have a good-bye ceremony and start to study for finals !

ooopss! have i mentioned that i want to study ? i must be crazy.

i always started my revision for final late .

things have changed and i have the pressure to get at least 2 A1 for my year 2.

so that's it. imma gonna change my mind and plan like what i did for last time

so, FIGHTING!

friends & buddies at klang, please give me a free slot after 9th of May.

i am gonna fly like a G6 after 9th May. ROFLs!

2011-03-24T22:27:00.002+08:00

things changed

and time is the cause of those changes

how should i say?

i can't even speak a piece of shit now

i have no position to talk

or what?

u are always the correct one

one day if i am really pissed

i will just give a kick on your ass

and u might just shut the fuck up and leave.

i know u will do the same thing to me as well

time can prove everything

time can prove that u changed

we shall see

2011-03-13T11:08:00.004+08:00

the busy-est ever semester that i have since i step my foot in INTI !

i don't know how could that be but i am not lying !

am i doing last minute work? perhaps

the greatest stupidity with human being is that they will never admitted their wrong until things are getting serious and unrecoverable anymore

so i am qualified as human being yea lol

seriously i am freak out with my schedule in march

feeling fear in a sense that i might not be able to complete all the task with 100% effort

omg i am frightening peeps !

my time management pretty bad and that's it.

imma gonna have a hard time to pass in this march.

and die hard!

p/s : pray for Japan ;

ma f&f,

just wanna let u guys know that i love you,

before tsunami hits anyone of us first.

2011-03-11T08:38:00.003+08:00

i am happy recently , lovelife !

還在原點的朋友回來了!
我珍惜會更珍惜!

美好的開始美好的結局總是不如自己所想像的一般美好
我就是幾億人口之中幸運的那個

但願好運常伴我左右

♥

P/S : 堆積如山的功課
快壓得我喘不過氣了
我累真的很累!

2011-01-21T23:47:00.000+08:00

我们总觉得寂寞
总是期待某个人向我们的生命走来
却忘记有些人从来没离开

直到被某个人伤害
才发现那些从来没有走开的人
才是这一生
爱我们最久和最爱我们的人

2010-12-22T22:57:00.000+08:00

烦恼是一种非常消极的情绪，一个人如果无休止地烦恼，那就太不值得了。
因为就是你烦恼得身心俱疲，头痛欲裂，也不会有一个人为你负责，
或许别人根本不知道你在烦恼，甚至对你不理解。烦恼会让你成为永远的输家
没有一个人肯为你的烦恼买单

2010-11-07T12:39:00.002+08:00

倔强和逞强

最后难过的是自己

但我老是学不乖

:"(

2010-11-01T14:46:00.003+08:00

有些事

无法用言语表达

有些事

无法一眨眼就过去

有些事

无法用忙碌填空

有些事

无法回到过去

问题

我舍得吗?

只要双方都愿意

就算没有沟通

认定了没事就会没事

这也算是默契的一种吧?

雨过天晴

雨后会出现彩虹

是真的

加油!

不要重蹈覆辙

加油啊

2010-10-31T11:32:00.001+08:00

我不需要强心针

我需要的是摆在眼前的事实

在哪?

2010-10-30T19:18:00.004+08:00

当知道了事情的真相

就算想解释

就算想忘记

就算想自责

其实

真正在消耗的

是自己的勇气

2010-10-30T11:47:00.003+08:00

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2010-10-26T15:35:00.006+08:00

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sigh!

2010-10-24T21:33:00.005+08:00

Okay. stay positive honey. I am always. heeeee

um . i wanted to go shopping badly.

not really that bad actually . lol

i just wanted to get the birthday present of my little boifren as fast as possible.

otherwise i will used the budget that i had saved for his present like water.

haaa ! well, this is the pattern of me. get used with it. lol

arh. i really wanted to diet . i did mentioned, didn't i?

but guess what i've ate for my dinner, hell, it's McD again !

mama miaaaa

i really wanted to diet, i am not kidding alright.

i just couldn't control myself. any shortcut? anyone?

oh yea. i had helped my lovely sis to dye her hair using the liese bubble hair dyer.

it is really convenient.

sadly, no effect on her hair.

i'm not sure whether it's her hair problem or the hair dyer problem.

perhaps 1 bottle is not enough for her hair as her hair volume is like god dam thick ! (so do i, geez)

probably 2 bottles will help lol.

so the end of the experiment was, failed ! money is wasted. The end.

pity for her. gi saloon la kak.

Yamcha ♥

2010-10-22T11:59:00.004+08:00

went yamcha yesterday with a bunch of old friends . weeeee :D

Jason fetch lynn and me .

we yc at stick house.

hm . it was actually the old name of that cafe, i din really notice what's its new name :p

Cheryl bought her bf, ben along.

we talk a lot of stuff, from west to east, south to north :D

it is a nice gathering though we've only gather for 2 hrs .

it's enough for me though.

back home at around 11pm. yeppp. consider early .

old friends are always the best ♥ ♥ ♥

Ohh Hii !

2010-10-21T13:57:00.002+08:00

Hii peeps.

i'm back to blogger world again.

closed blog for ages ago , due to .... lazyness ! haaa !

Ohaiiyo ! i'm back again ! :D

no more sad post, no more emo post.

just wanted to be an ordinary blogger who only records happy stuff.

ooops ! i wish i could do as what i've promise. geeez

i'm at house recently, mid-term break maaa !

fyi, i having short sem now yet i really don't understand why Inti let us have so many break this semester.

mid-term break is one of these, another one, study week for one week.

well, study week, officially is a week before final exam.

yeppp ! i not sure whether it's a wise decision to have this break or not , i am not sure whether i could study at home or not ! eww.

hopefully i do. i don't wanna see my results drop pleaseee :(

went out with the beloved one yesterday.

Great ! i'm sooo in loved :)

i'm a pampered gf. and i enjoyed being like this.

heeeeeeeee ♥

went JJ for our lunch, fish market again.

yeaaaa ! i love the fish and chips sooo much !

aihh. my diet plan always failed when there's an outing with him. sighh

whatever ! haaaa ! he can always calm my heart, that's the point.

2010-04-23T12:58:00.002+08:00

y on earth human mus make things bcum sooo complicated?
ish ish ish . human human .

they do like to thk much huh?
they do like to say sth which actually isn't wht their heart speak huh?
no tolerate ?
no understanding ?

what a shit .

okayy. phew. shall not spoil my super duper G O O D mood .
hell yeah . i'm currently in a holidayy now ! claps *
i've done my final few days ago . ehem
i thk i done it pretty bad .

first time ever in my life , i couldn't balance my acc .
oh damn , partnership acc ! sux til the max.

eco , haha . i dn gv a dam duh.
it's ok ferr me . as i thk i've done my best
no matter how's the outcome will be , yea , i gotta accept it

english , haha x 10000000 times
the paper looks easy but hard actually .
but biasalah . frm foundation till degree , i nvr score an A before .
bla bla fla flahh =p

statistics , lols , las sub in the saturday .
duh . no one has the mood to pay full attention on it lor.
though i've done lotsa revision , it doesn't seem be tht work in the end .
ngek . who cares lar. i went genting with ma dearest one afta tht (:
anniversary trip . ahahaha x)

i wonder wht's happening to our earth nw .
the weather in genting doesn't seem tht cool anymore.
perhaps i went on saturday , crowded ?
does it sounds logical?
even when i went for a walk at night , i dn even need a jacket or scarf ?
wth -.-

as time goes by , gettin lazier n lazier to update blog .
but still , readin others blog is my passion ^^
hahahaha . nanaibubu xD

will be updated agn if there's anything inspirate me

lmao x)

2010-04-16T20:22:00.001+08:00

1 more sub to go !
woohooooooo .

:(

2010-04-13T10:38:00.002+08:00

嗯该正式收心了
明天就是大考的第一科
看见朋友们都打包好准备回家了心情真不好受啊
怎么会酱叻
好死不死竟然排我们的时间表最后一天在星期六
周末耶这口气怎么吞得下
气死我了
该死我也不能做些什么只能发发牢骚 ><
来人啊赏我两巴掌好让我清醒清醒啊啊啊啊

=(

btw , happy 1st anniversary ❤

love u to the max

太夸张了！

2010-04-02T12:47:00.001+08:00

1.向新朋友介绍女友时，请搂着她的腰，而不是站在一旁用手指点。
2.在街上遇见美女凝视时间不超过5秒，并迅速指出那位美女与她相比较的美中不足。
3.如果她做错了事，心里已经很难过，请主动承担起你应该甚至不应该承担的责任吧。
4.听女友话的男人才会有出息，所以，你要乖乖听她的话。
5.她可以欺负你，但你绝对不可以欺负她，因为她虽然欺负你，但是每次有什么好东西，她第一个想到的就是你!
6.要是她朝你哭，你要不厌其烦地哄她，直到她破涕为笑!
7.把她的照片帖到钱包，手机……一切经常看到的地方。
8.离开她绝对不超过十天以上9.在她的朋友面前，希望你可以表现得比平时更疼爱她和紧张她的样子。
10.大男人不表示霸道.
11.温柔不等于没主见。
12.潇洒不等于没交代
13.不要老是在我问她“去那里比较好”，“吃什么”等等的时候说“随便”，这不等于是你在迁就她，只表示你没有心思搭理她.
14.要经常对她说“我爱你”，否则她会假设你不爱她
15永远不要在公众场合对她呼呼吼吼又或是撇下她一人。
16.她做错事情的时候教训她不要紧，最重要的是在那之后要哄
17.发脾气时不要不理她，不要给时间她让她冷静，其实她完全不需要时间冷静。
18.可以陪自己的朋友，但一定要重色轻友。
19.她看动画片，你不但不准笑话她，还要跟她一起看。
20.在她想你时，争分夺秒地挤出时间与她约会
21.看她的眼神无比专注。
22.话的语气情深意长。
23.能做到客观的得看到其它优秀的女孩，但主观认为她才是最好的
24.有女孩和你说话，你要拉着她的手，如果她恰巧不在旁边，那么请你跟她们保持距离。
25.过马路的时候牵着她的手。
26.要懂得珍惜和她在一起的每分钟。
27.就算再忙，每天都不忘打一个问候的电话
28．要常常唱情歌给她听。
29.两个人都有发火的权利，但不能同一天, 如果那一天她发火了，那你就不可以发火了。
30.女友生活中不顺心，你要循循善诱、帮忙分析，提出建设性方案若干
31.要非常爱你的女友---她，坚决拥护女友的决定，服从女友的领导。
32.留意其它女生不得超过5秒钟，看同一女生累计不得超过 5次。
33.即使全世界的人都不相信她，你也要无条件相信她。因为她也会同样对你。
34.她穿了好看的衣服，你要衷心赞美。
35.严禁在女士(3岁－80岁)面前耍贫，放电。若有违反，视情节严重程度，由女友从严、从快进行严厉打击.任何人、任何形式的狡辩，抵赖都将按妨碍司法公正论处。
36.不抽烟。一经发现立即开除。
37.与女友吵架每次陈述不得超过3分钟(含)，音量不得超过20分贝(含)。
38.要加强锻炼，强健身体,一口气抱她上到五楼
39.在她心情遭透，蛮横发脾气的时候，抱抱她，而不是和她理论。
40.希望不会出现手机没电而她又没有其它办法联系到你的现象，如果能频频主动打电话告诉她“我想你了”并随时汇行踪则更好。
41.她身上有很多缺点，她已经够苦恼了，请不必随时向她提醒。
42.女友不讲理是撒娇而不是撒野。
43.她所有的事情都好想跟你分享、虽然你不一定会明白但是希望你会装做你在听。
44.女友送的东西一定要天天带在身边
45.最重要的一点：要永远认为女友是对的。因为...她是最爱你!!

太夸张了。简直就是神经病。
哈哈哈哈

无标题 x)

2010-03-29T15:59:00.004+08:00

心情莫名的暴躁
对不起知道自己这几天脾气很大
而你却要莫名地去忍受
好啦 0412再好好补偿你吧 ;D

咦好久没上来坐坐了
感觉好陌生哈
该写些什么呢
不知从何下手
毕竟发生的事也太多太多了
等哪天我心血来潮再上来写写咯 ;D

附上张近照

很丑我知道 ;p

在对的时间，遇到对的人。

2009-12-30T19:15:00.003+08:00

幸福是：在对的时间，遇到对的人！

这句话，说出很多人对恋爱的渴望。但是，经历感情风霜的人都知道，“在对的时间，遇见对的人！”不只是幸福而已，简直是幸运了。

大部分的时候，多情的人可能都是痴痴地等候在时间河岸，直到望穿秋水，伊人始终没有现身。还有些时候，在热恋期间付出一切，暮然转身，却发现对方不是能够长相厮守的人。

赔上青春，失去所爱。哭喊、怒吼，只因为错过这次，幸福不再？感情，真的是封馆跳楼大拍卖？还是，被遗弃的恐惧与被摧毁的自信，使得伤心的人误判局势，忽略了另一次幸福的可能？

“错”、“过”两个字，可以是双方的遗憾，但也可能是双重的幸福。怕的不是~~“错”~~，怕的是不“过”；不肯让错误成为过去，演变为执着。失意的时候，只要愿意让痛苦擦肩而过，两个无缘的人，将各自在另一断路上成就两份幸福。

这个梦碎了，就清醒吧！会有下一个更美好的梦随之而来。除非，你抱着破碎的梦，执意不肯觉悟。

当曾经深爱的人离开了，伤心欲绝总是难免的，当下常会以为：“我的人生就这样完了！”“我再也找不到更值得我爱的人了！”“我无法相信爱情！”···· 事过境迁，才会知道：其实事情没有那么严重，只要愿意让往事随风，从痛苦中抽身，带着新的领悟金自己向前走，真爱终会出现在人生的下一个转弯处。

别把过去的回忆抱得太紧，试着松开抓紧往事的手，温柔抚摸自己敏感的心，听着它跳动的节奏，将会发现：曾经遭受所有的痛苦，都是上天赐予的礼物，只为让以为错过很多短暂缘分的自已，获得一次终身相守的爱情。

taggie by may (:

2009-12-14T15:30:00.002+08:00

1. 我的大名: Thia Yee Vian
2. 我的生日： 01/08/1991
3. 誰傳給你的： Shan May
4. 說出五個好朋友：aduii..又不是小孩子了
5. 生日想要得到什麼禮物：心意比较重要 :D
6. 近期開心的是：还没想到
7. 近期壓力大的是：....
8. 未來想做什麼：大概.. everything abt accouting =)
9. 有沒有喜歡的人：everyone
10. 同學會要回去找老師嗎：会呀
11. 跟誰出去最幸福：bii (:
12. 如果你的兩個好友吵架了: 吵不久的
13. 跟情人出去最想去哪：哪里都好 (:
14. 聖誕節要做啥：庆祝，收礼物 xD
15. 最想跟誰過聖誕節：他
16. 有沒有床气：有。很够力 xD
17. 有幾個兄弟姐妹： 1姐 1弟
18. 最喜歡的一首歌(女生的)：表面完美的爱，蔡淳佳
19. 最喜歡的一首歌(男生的)：You Belong With Me, Taylor Swift
20. 喜歡什麼顏色：粉红，白色
21. 上廁所會不會先沖水：迷有
22. 愛不愛我：哪位？
23. 喜歡男生還是女生：男 -.-
24. 最想大聲說什麼：i needaa breatheeeeee !
25. 半夜敢不敢自己上廁所：在家敢，在宿舍不敢 -.-
26. 上廁所會不會脫褲褲：不，我用包大人 x)
27. 誰很欠打：他！
28. 現在很迷什麼：鞋，。。。
29. 睡相很差：我又看不到啦~~
30. 現在的時間： 3:41pm
31. 是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人：不会啊！她可爱得很
32. 體重多少：不能说的秘密
33. 今天天氣：大热天
34. 你懷孕了嗎：对啊！都满月了。满月酒怎么没来？
35. 你若中樂透最想做什么：shopping 99

点名单：

1. sayang
2. cheryl
3. nugget
4. ong
5. prue
6. yivonne
7. christine
8. raven
9. jasmine
10. xikai

01-【 4 號認識 6 號嗎】：嗯！中学同班同学嘛
02-【 10 號是男還是女】：男的
03-【 8 號的興趣是}：shopping呱......hehehe
04-【 1 號有沒有兄弟姐妹】：有
05-【 7 號姓氏】：谢
06-【 10 號人緣好嗎】：好啊！
07-【 4 號有人追嗎】：追人吧！哈哈
08-【承上 2 號呢】：不明白哦
09-【 6 號喜歡的顏色是】：不喜欢gua.. xD
10-【 3 號和 10 號是友嗎】：当然啊！小学，中学朋友
11-【 8 號的生日是】： 25/05
12-【 5 號讀哪呢】：做工gua..
13-【你怎麼認識 10 號的】：小学，中学朋友
14-【你跟 1 號的生日差幾個月】： 3个月
15-【你和 9 號有出去玩過嗎】：在nilai每天都腻在一起的。ahah xD
16-【你喜歡 2 號聊天嗎】：当然^^
17-【你喜歡和 3 號在一起嗎】：当然咯! 哈哈。给点面子 X)

WTF man !

2009-12-12T13:21:00.003+08:00

haiz..
i've finally done my final..
u guys mus be wondering ,
so wth u sigh-ing for ?
somehow, i am afraid of my final results
true tat i'm confidence in my acc .
but .... hell , only accounts .
hello , that account is F4 & 5 standard okayyy !
i've learn al of tat b4
jus tat all convert into english version, that's it !
other than tat , my economics, statistics and advanced english .. o0o
ADVANCED ENGLISH ! !@#$$%^&*
damnit !
i don even noe how much i score in my coursework .
so how?
die lar. i dn even noe can i get a B- or not ..
if i couldn't , damnit
bubbye for my degree scholarship
my eyes was swollen
thank god i din noe the news during my final
thx to my family , and also u , bii
thx ferr understanding , thx ferr everything

i'm strong .. and wait for the death day to come ... 23/12/09

haiizzzzzzz !

not too much :x

2009-12-03T16:36:00.004+08:00

fyi, foundation course is goin to end very sooooon
tomorrow will be our las claz ..
and yeah, nxt week is our final exam =(
gar-yao !
all the CFPI students !
wit love , mwahhs (:

not too much to say ..
share sum photos hereee .
more on my fb =)

title-less

2009-12-01T11:29:00.003+08:00

guess what am i doin now..
assignment-ing ! xp
i got no points for my assignment , so came up to my lil bloggie to relax
phew ~
xu fok sai .
felt really tired nowadays .
wat gone wrong to the wrong place?
ishh . time flies fas
i gonna finis my foundation course in 2 weeks time
in other words, final coming lahhh .
i gonna step into the grave of degree
call me a university student , pleaseee . ahah xD
gettin lazy to update bloggie nowadays
tat's why my blog is oways plain .
less photos , less words , less emotion
sowiie lah k ^^
sumtimes jus dunno how to express the emotion out
susah marr .
i am doin pretty fine heree.
as u can see , yeah , rush hour .
rush for my assignments , rush for my presentations, rush for the revision for final
cough . well , the las 1 hvn't yet . coming soon ^^
did plenty of account exercises ytd night .
hell yeah . i do heart account lots . ngek ngek
oh yea , besides tat , i miss my mummy lots , miss my sis lots , miss my bro lots , miss papa lots
bk to klang after final , wait for me
the house gonna full of my noise agn xD
almost cried when mom said she miss me jugak ;"(
my wishlist is almost burst !
i got lotsa thg wanna do when i bk to klang , during mua sem break !
wahahahaha .
dye hair , rebonding , shoppin 99 (window shoppin lar of course) , yc 99 , makan 99(homemade food oways the best) , slp 99 , chase drama 99 , etc
woohoooo !
actually was thinkin to go malacca with my tat gang of bestiiies
sighz . i am really lack out of money ..
i'm really sorry guyz .
sorry for makin u heartbroken , susi
sorry for makin u guyz disappointed , jas, da ge, william, henry, yifan, ...
10000000000000000000000000000000000x apologizee

****************************************************************

" wan see i act like Jay? "
" mai . "

after 5 seconds,

" wan see i act like Andy Lau? "
" mai larrrrrr . "

after 10 seconds,

" wan hear i do beatbox? "
" DON WAN LAHHH !! "

after 1 second,

" y u apa pun tak mau de? "
" u very noisy ehh . go and sleep , dn kacau me. guaii . love u til the max . k? "

" .... "

sorry bii x)

x)

2009-11-30T18:58:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday !

biii x)

wat should i do?

2009-11-25T12:00:00.003+08:00

What should i do?
tell or shouldn't tell?
idk ..
it's been such a long time i asked myself
she's one of my very very best fren ..
i saw tat happen day to day . mayb , gettin worst..
i have been wondering for many days, wat would happen if i tell?
choose to belief him instead of me?
um , causes them to split?
idk lah !
i saw the photo tat mua dearest sent to me las night
and i asked my fren al ard me .
they said it's too obvious tat sth have chnged/happened between tat two
isn't that right?
damnit .
girls, please open ur eyes big big and don believed ur loved one blind-ly !
tat's all i can tell .. sighzz
i've made my life miserable .

MYOB?
i thk i should ... :x

=)

2009-11-20T11:04:00.002+08:00

Communication with your loved one is THE key :)

" i wonder why u always make me angry . "

" cos u look cute when u angry . angugugu ~ "

-.-lll

sorry ..

2009-11-17T13:36:00.002+08:00

guys ,
sorry .
i admit i'm jus too emo sumtimes .
i couldn't control my mood :(
too many of stuffs bother me tis few days
sincerely , i'm really sorry .

...

2009-11-16T13:31:00.003+08:00

这个世界就是判了死刑就永远没有翻身的机会
对你，对我，对他都一样。没人有例外
试着不去介意，不去想
然而谈何容易?
释怀到底需要多久的时间?
动物择偶, 姑且会因为妒忌心而互相竞争, 更何况是人?
人是自私的动物
自私的程度令人闻之丧胆
人性丑陋的一面, 谁有兴趣?
坦诚相对到底有多难?
难过上刀山? 难过下油锅?
赤裸裸地把自己的心摊开来面对他人很难吗?
无可否认的, 对, 是很难
人说人, 人比人, 人刺人, 人伤人, 这些又是什么?
可笑吗?
这就是盘古开辟天地之后人们的转变
看到的不是人们之间的相亲相爱
而是互相杀戮, 血溅得天下万物都是
可悲吗?
纯洁的心灵到底还存不存在?
在世界的哪一端?
哪怕是小小的一个种族, 小小的一个国家, 就足以令人钦佩
勾心斗角什么时候结束?
世界末日是为了惩罚不知足的人类吗?
答案似乎呼之欲出了
虽说纯洁的心灵非常有价值,
然而错误的运用那小小的心灵可酿成不必要的悲剧
有时候, 人的最错最错, 就是太过于单纯得把心掏出来
让自己毫无防备的面对敌人
结果被刺得遍体鳞伤
试着原谅, 直到为自己的愚昧找借口掩饰
人们对这一切的一切, 难道不曾觉得乏味、疲惫吗?
自杀率迭迭上升, 原因何在?
就是对这世界的感慨, 对这世界的无奈呀!
这所有的一切, 何时才能结束?
在苦海中挣扎的信徒, 什么时候才能得到解脱?

:(

70k!

2009-11-13T22:58:00.001+08:00

70k .
how could tat be? :(
aww ~
how? HOW?
:"(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

i wan tis n tat ` ...♥

2009-11-12T11:08:00.003+08:00

i wan tis n tat ` ...♥

- pass final exam as fast as possible
- freedom
- drive! xp
- go shoppin !
- escape myself frm the reality world
- be brave
- stop crying easily
- be independent
- THEY support wat i wan
- change my bad bad temper :(
- stop making HIM angry
- stop making HIM shouting like mad :p
- watch 2012
- CASHHHHH $$$$$
- stop procrastinate -.-

wat else? hahah . i am just too boring to update tis post . i'm oways be wondering is there any angel help me to solve all the problemSSS . i desperately lookin for it .. =)
aww . today's ENL class cancel . hell yeah! exam postponed too . yay ! wonderin is it a good news for me. dunno lea.. i oways wan to pass the exam as fast as possible. but somehow tis time i nvr prepare well for the exam due to some private reasons. ish.. oh well , mom said human being must learn to be thankful.. so i really feel relief when i knw the exam is postponed.. phew ~ xD
goin to mua dearrr susi's BBQ party later.. um , honestly, tat's my 1st time go for a BBQ . well, it sounds ridiculous rite? how the hell could it be huh? ngek ngek. tat's the truth okayyy ! ahahah xp they said held a BBQ party gonna be very tired.. it seems lar. i will share the feelin after the BBQ. jus patient and .. wait yaah !!

cya !

relax luhhh =)

2009-11-04T10:59:00.003+08:00

slept at 3sth tis morning .. do statistic exercises for the test .. gonna mad :x tis is why las minute are discouraged. but somehow i still nvr learn any lessons from tat. ishh . benci betul . tat's really not wat i wan , trust me, kay? jus tat.. only las minute got " STRONG " motivation mar.. * finding excuses * cough .
how's the test? hmm .. overall is ok . but 1 thg confirm is tat.. sure wouldn't get distinction man . puikk . tak kisah lah .. asalkan pass sudah . ehehehehe .. went makan wit jas and kim jus now.. hell yeah . mix rice agn .. cheap miaa.. adui . only RM2.40 xD 1 egg, 1 vege and sambal . cheap nehh . the target to reach my level of saving money not far frm me anymore n.nY
having stomachache for few days d.. havin diarhhea so-called " lao sai " xp yeapp . really dunno wat happen .___. sombody warn me if i dn take care myself nicely , he's not goin to let me join his birthday . ish . how can it be? actually who cares? blek xp
goin to Sunway pyramid later..yaya . window shoppin lar. and watch jennifer's body . um. hope it will be a nice movie . and i'm ready to take cotton stuck my ear as someone is gonna scream later =p

chao lu (:
wit love <3
vivi

muaxxx

2009-10-28T15:26:00.002+08:00

recently few friends of mine are facin relationship problems
god bless them
i feel blessed as i'm fine wit mine =)
anyway , jus wanna say
i couldn't interrupt the relationship of u girls .
jus .. gar-yao k?
everything will be fine very soon .
stay strong,
stay tough .
i'm wit u girls =)

LOVE YA <3

nobody xD

2009-10-27T22:37:00.002+08:00

i wan nobody nobody, but you
xDDDDDD

laugh die me .

was super duper low mood .
i am fine after nobody , body
ahahahahahahahaha

someone promise to present tis dance to me xD
keep ur promise, bby =p

new template :D

2009-10-25T14:54:00.002+08:00

u guys realize one thg? AHAH ! i change my blog template. how is it? look simpler right? i personally lurve tis skin super duper much. ngek ngek :D

am really very boring right now.. dunno wat should i said . sooo, here am i =p change my blog skin , and dunno wat to do next :x

bk to klang on friday.. miss my sweeeeet home very mucchiee . home-made food oways the best ! xD mom cook curry chicken , ahah, tat's my favourite. after tat, went Biz wit my beloved one , Cheryl and Christine . had a really nice talk till 11++ . but sth happen after tat, aikss. not to mention here =x but everything is fine now n.nY

went pasar malam with mua spring ytd night. after tat, go fairres cafe to yamcha. um.. nice scene, romantic, someone sing there. tat's my 1st time went there, and it wasn't bad ^^ wanna go nxt time . ahahhah XD

am really super duper triple boring lahhhh ! adui . wanna go out .. but i couldn't do tat anymore . my parents gonna kill me very soon if i go out agn . ishh .. =x

alright. shall go for my assignments now . drooling *.*

bk :)

2009-10-16T09:50:00.003+08:00

I'm back ! =) yeah . closed my bloggie for few days and finally decide to open it back . i always thought tat blog is some place where i can expose my unhappiness..but seems tat i'm totally wrong huh? it don't feel nice when we get shoot through blogs .. it doesn't feel better to read blog to understand someone .. okok. i promise.. i won't write tat much on my unhappiness kay? peace :) it's even worse . and disappoint me :( it's really.... " COMPLICATED " tell me why u have to go and make thing so complicated . i see the way u're acting like u're somebody else, gets me FRUSTRATED . bla bla flah flah xP alright, jus forget about it :x

jus finish my test 1 .. it's like .... terrible man. got bk my statistic and econ paper. i tot i can achieve higher for econ .. ishh. really disappointed. english paper ..i dunno how am i gonna accept the marks. i knew it gonna be super duper triple low marks. I KNEW IT ! i jus knew it :( allah, jangan spoil-kan mood saye. come on, i shall jus forget it and enjoy myself tis few days..to let go all the unhappiness, stress, tis, tat , lalalaalla ~

recently was doin quite fine. only some test and conflicts botherin me la.. itu tak da apa kan? hehehe. and assignment coming very very very soon *drooling* .____.

belly hungry lar.. dunno wat to eat. haha . tis few days oways ask myself tis ques when it's time for my meal xD got flu now.. gonna get scold very soon. ahah xD already know how the dialogue will be la.. prediction mar.. memang pandai kang pun xP

Experience is something you don't get until just after you need it. it's absolutely right. we will nvr know that feeling when we really experienced it.

chao =)

love ya ,

vivi.

2009-10-07T16:30:00.002+08:00

went Seremban 2 for a movie ytd . cough . ladies night miaa.. only RM7 per person xD only 4 girls tis time .jas , susi , kim and me .forgot for how long we din come out together d .. ahah i mean.. only FOUR of us (:

reached there by 4 sth , and went Kenny Roger for our dinner. the chicken was like .. kurang khasiat. dam small man . makan lui punye ..ishh . after tat, go Jusco for our junk food.. hehee. should say, only for my junk food as i'm the only bought junk food there = = well, after tat go cinema for movie d. watched Sorority Row.

ganjiong betul . was like holding my bag tight tight during the movie. the stupid-est thg i did : forgot to bring mua jacket along . can cover my eye ma.. haha . the one who sit behind me . geram betul.. keep kickin the chair.. kns betul. can't really sit comfortable when watchin the movie. jas and susi sat beside me.. ehm . i was like half deaf when come out frm the cinema.. haha :D overall tat show wasn't bad la.. worth to see =)

after so long, feel hard to start blogging d.. itu language macam cacat sikit = = after some time i'll recover la k.. wait for me x)

photo will be uploaded to my facebook acc :)

2009-10-01T21:12:00.001+08:00

i seriously miss Kedah 99

love the environment there.

miss my relatives .

miss my cousin bro and sis

don't u guys miss me too? ):

waiting for the nxt CNY ...

:"(

guys should read tis =)

2009-09-27T13:36:00.003+08:00

文 / 陶晶莹

大部分的男人无法理解女人经前经后的歇斯底里，甚至有的男人坚持，如果女人天天要求两性平权，就不应该利用月经扮演弱者博取同情。如果男人在自己的下体被高跟鞋连踹七天而不哀不缩，那女人也可以平静地度过经期。有那么痛吗？因人而异。
有的女性甚至可以因为经痛痛到晕过去，你觉得呢？月经来潮时的下腹肿胀、绞痛，摄氏32℃的气温下却可以四肢冰冷，甚至寸步难行举步维艰，你就知道有多痛了。生理上的痛我不想着墨太多，因为男人真的很难体会。就光谈月经来潮为何使人焦虑不安、情绪难平吧！男人们，请你试着将一束湿卫生纸在你裤裆间连续５~７天；而且，请注意，每隔１~３小时不等（视流量而定）更换一次，免得溢出哦！就算一个成年女人已经和月经相处了十几年，她还是无法推准何时能准地接下第一滴血。
有时候，周期到了，理所当然地先垫一块防患于未然，谁知道垫了４、５天却是一场空，就在你准备放弃抽出卫生棉时，冷不防地天降甘霖，只好祈祷自己不在野外或刚好不是白裤子。跨间夹着一条湿湿的棉纸有多难受,更难受的是，有时候很难光凭感觉得知它是否容量已满，如果你是一个忙碌的上班族，有很多会要开；或?刚好是卖甜不辣的妈妈，公厕要走很远；或?刚好是个要发片的女艺人，今天MTV要穿超短裤或下水演悲情；你能不焦虑吗？有时候以为已满溢，冲到厕所一看，才１/３，要不要换新的？有时候坐着喝咖啡，两腿夹的紧紧的；嘴里的温热转移了下体的温度感受，待回过神来，走进厕所检查，却发现月经已波涛汹涌地满溢，自然又是一阵手忙脚乱；你能不情绪化吗？
相信男孩子大多有梦遗的经验吧！洗床单烦不烦？请想一下，你们洗的是透明的，我们洗的却是血染，难不难？月经不比自来水，开关由自己操作，要停要来随心所欲；我想，男人大概不明?，经血那种欲走还留的任性有多令人抓狂吧？最后１、２天，经血明显变少；有时候，一整天只有一滴，自己觉得应该不再需要卫生棉时，冷不防地它又在半夜吐了一口，不多不少，像是文弱书生得肺痨临死前吐的那一口。一口，就又得洗内裤、床单，和床单下的被垫了。所以，男人们，你能开始了解女人、体谅女人的经前症候群吗？别看见血就嫌脏，别忘了，你们一个个都是从那儿孕育出来的呢，下次，帮忙洗个床单吧！
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医生怎么说？针对陶子的说法，国泰医院妇产科主任医师郑丞杰表示，许多女性都有所谓的经前症候群，也就是说在月经来之前的７至１０天左右，便开始出现乳房胀痛、下腹不适、沮丧、焦虑、不安……等症状，月经来之后才改善。这种情形十分常见，原因十分复杂，可能牵涉到多种荷尔蒙的分泌问题，医学上认为这段时间少喝水分和盐分，不要吃巧克力，必要时请妇科医师给予黄体素、维他命B6、利尿剂、镇定剂等，有助于纾解症状。身为她的男友或丈夫，应该体谅女人的不便之处，在这段期间多多担待，低声下气，尽量顺着她，就可以减少不必要的争吵了。*************************************************************

copied from huei's blog .
it speaks out every lady's word of heart .
(:

2009-09-24T16:02:00.000+08:00

Stay happy

Stay calm

Smile Always

out of difficulties , make miracle =)

um ..

2009-09-19T21:57:00.002+08:00

Welcome my Dear susi join blogger world .
Clapssss <3
http://popalittlegirl.blogspot.com
do have a look :D

heheee. mus keep on update ya .
dn be like me xD

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um . jus back frm nilai ytd .
out to yamcha wit jimui.
wahahahhahaha . Yeah . get scolded 99 frm mom
but it's okay lar . not oways miaaa . jas said de . xD
wondered how long we din met together d .. but too bad lynn wasn't there .
ishhhh . bazir betul .
it's fun to crap wit them as that feelin gone for so longg since all of us busy study .
it's bak again :D

went to clinic for injection 2day .
LOL . funny one .
when it's my sis turn , mummy and me playing wit the weight testing machine .

" aiyor , i fat jor lea ... " mom shouting .
" wahahahahaha .... " laugh die me

doc was concentrating injecting for my sis
when it's my turn , my sis turn pulak go for the machine .

" ahhh .. i thin jor . " sis said.
" hahaha . u still fatter than me " mom laughing .

bwahahaha . wat kind of mom and sis i have . so sweeet .

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我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
你比自己更重要
你大大的勇敢保护着我
我小小的关怀喋喋不休
我们小手来大手
感谢我们一起走了那么久 <3

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最后，献给小佩。
小佩，迟来的祝福，
生日快乐哦！
等我去马六甲，等我啊！
哈哈！

2009-09-10T23:10:00.001+08:00

笑，是用来伪装自己掉下的眼泪
哭，是为了试探自己麻痹了没

灰色心情

对不起。。。

please ignore me ..
i don deserve it .
I DON'T !

2009-09-10T18:28:00.002+08:00

seriously , i feel there's a gap between us .
break it .
BREAK IT !

how's my new sem?
not much different wit las sem.
couldn't mix really well wit the classmates.
and of course , i still remain in the same group lyk las time .
Thank God .

wasn't in a good mood throughout the day
.....

2009-09-08T13:53:00.002+08:00

Monday, October, 2070
My personal day of death .

wahahahahahhaha .

My Death's Time :
Date: December 6 of 2079 at 6:28 pm.
Cause: Aircraft accident, remember do not change your seat. NEVER!!
Age: 88 years old

wahahahahahahahah
laughin non-stop when i saw tis .
hehehehehehe

Love or Lust?

2009-09-02T15:10:00.003+08:00

am currently waiting for mua roommate aka Miss Jasmine to wake up X)
she promised to bring me go Giant and "maybe" Seremban for a movie later .
ahaha . movie freak

talk about today .
it's my first day in my new class in new semester
umm.. as usual , not much new faces .
only new lecturer(s) .
LOL
it's been age ago for me wake up tat early in the morning for classes
duhz.
couldn't get up properly though my alarm has rang for few times
adui . snooze marrr xD
was late to class for 10 mins .
it's like kinda .. um . get used wit it :D
i've learnt sth in the lecture today :

Love is sacrifice ;
The feeling between men and women is Lust .
Both starts wit the letter "L" but carry different meaning .
Exactly .

how u guys' opinion ?
it does carry some hidden facts, huh?
however, i somehow disagree wit the LUST term
i still believe there's true love between couples (:
it does, right?

Love is beautiful ;
and the thing between men and women is fate .

Yeah . Fate
i'm surrender to fate
so do u , right? :D

was planning to write tis blog until my dar wake up .
it seems like mission impossible since i got zero idea =x
wanted to write tis blog in chinese , but i figured out tat my chinese language is getting worst .
duhz . i get an A2 in my SPM man . shameless me x)

gtg now . my turn to take a nap . heheee

signed off <3

2009-09-01T11:30:00.004+08:00

i'm jus too tired of it .
wanted to get over wit it soooo badly .
everything is fake .
tat's nth true in tis world .
ridiculous huh?
damnit _l_

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well , i've watched lotsa moviess .

Kungfu Cyborg
Laughin Gor
Majesty Secret Service 009
District 9
Orphan

lol .. when i purchase ticket for Laughin Gor, District 9 and Orphan , tat fella requested me to show my IC . 3 times d ):
ishhh ~
tat fella tell to my partner
" sebab u bawa dia banyak kecil , so kena tunjuk IC " wit paiseh face =.=
my partner was like .. non-stop laughing = =
alright alright alright .
tat means i look young .
bwahahahaahahahahaha xD

am at inti now .
not really satisfied wit my room .
cos it's kinda ... um .. small
smaller than i expected .
alright . fine .
i still gotta bear wit it for the rest of my life in Inti
so better not to complain so much .
hehehee .

gtg . got to find sth to eat .
hungry ahhhhhh

result

2009-08-26T08:59:00.002+08:00

finally, the result out d .
aiksss ..
how should i say?

Software Application - A
Economics - A-
Business Studies - A-
Intermediate English - B-
Intermediate Mathematics - B
Moral Education - C

thank god i've passed my moral xD
awwwww happy happy happy ~
lalalalalalalalala ~
nxt sem ... 4 subs only
wahahahahahahaha
song ah xD

ish.. though 4 subs only, needa save money jugak
cannot simply spend money jor =x
i've limited budget =x
sowiieee dude

alright . u guys must be wondering what i did tis whole week
kinda busy huh?
lol .. i'm havin mua sem break lahhhhhhh
everyday enjoying chasin the drama
mana ada masa nak update bloggie?
wahahahaha .
sleep good , eat good , mood pun good jugak
wanted to update sum photos punya.,,
but just .... lazy lah weh .
ahah xD
will update if i got time .

right now gonna makan breakfast .
see ya peeps (:

2009-08-12T14:40:00.001+08:00

i'm tired

i'm exhausted

i'm moody

i'm terribly sad

i'm sick again

WTF !

Happy birthday to jas jas oii ~

2009-08-12T10:42:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to Jasmine~

Happy Birthday to you

18 lorh ~

wish you all the best in life .

mwahhs .

2009-08-09T10:51:00.003+08:00

想写些什么，却不知道从何写起

大考终于“如愿以偿”的来了

haiz.. 考试风云在学校上演着

inti已经两宗h1n1病例了

奇怪的是，怎么人们都不怕死呢？

也没见到几个戴口罩的

好像戴口罩的都会让人觉得怪类

真的是。。奇怪的人类

怕死的我

记得，照顾自己，喝多点水

身边的人一个一个的病倒了

心疼啊

jasmine , final lurh.. take care urself k?

drink more water ! like me (:

i nvr sick tis time x)

don pressure urself too much

gar-yao ! we gambateh together.

M, take care urself =x

always scold me for not takin care myself.

u the one fall sick tis time.

take care. i don wanna see ur pale face during our date nxt time

k? <3

won't be updated that often.

exam mar...

wish me luck :D

my 18th birthday

2009-08-05T22:05:00.007+08:00

sorry for delayin so many days upon the updates on my 18th birthday
busy playin mar.. xixi
first of all , all of them gather in mybox KTV to celebrate my birthday on 29/7/09
i cried when i saw they hold the cake come in the room..
Nilai banjir d lor , susi said .
XP
really appreciated alot . the photos i have uploaded in my facebook acc
do hav a look (:

31/7/09 11.30pm
at sayang's room waiting for my bday and count how many of my fwens wish me xD
suddenly jas hold a cake and sang a FULL birthday song for me.
ya right . i cried again =x
she told me tat she already reached Malacca at 6 sth de T.T
they pass to me my present .
and here it is.
the card made by jas and sayang

cover page

owner 2

owner 1

current owner =x

my 2nd birthday cake for tis year
heart the chocolate 99

he was hiding near the staircase waitin for me to come down when jas and sayang said they are hungry and goin to so-called McD

=.=

banjir again .

banjir on the spot when i saw him

banjir at couple street

banjir in his car

banjir banjir banjir =x

really thx alot for those who wishes me.

thank you.

ong and tat brunch of brothers call me exactly at 12 to sing bday song for me

thanks alot (:

xie xie ni men .

to sayang and jas ,

u two bluffed me alot huh?

hng hng hng !

anyway , really thx for the surprise

i know u two spend alot for my bday

thx thx thx

原来

2009-07-29T12:03:00.003+08:00

我没事
我真的真的没事是假的
遗忘的伤疤在还没复原的情况下
一度被掀开
丑陋到了极点
以为自己把伤口掩饰得很好可笑
伤口被撒上了盐巴可悲

无言。。。

2009-07-28T19:19:00.003+08:00

Finally ...
i've done all the presentations for this sem =)
Clapsssss :D

it's time for us to rest now ..
wanna play 99 b4 final
ahah .

will be update if i had any crazy programme ;P

finally ..

can rest lu :D

2009-07-27T23:22:00.003+08:00

不晓得为什么

只是单纯的很想上来部落格一下下

哪怕是一下下也够了

很想逃离一切的一切

i hate friends' conflict

taken from xikai's PM =)

最近的我很好

只是忙了点

身体忘了顾了点哈

过了明天的两个presentation 还有两个

快点过完它吧

好让我准备大考了

在那之前，先让我开开心心的过完我十八岁生日

对。

十八岁啦

转大人咯

是时候长大了

人生不是十全十美的

也没有所谓的童话故事

故事，是自己掌握

性格主宰命运

命运主宰人生

所以做人，学会看开就好

过得开心就好

人是自私的虽然很难接受但毕竟是事实

我们都知道

看澈了心淡了

不再哭是为了潇洒

哈哈突然感性起来

傻傻的

傻瓜我们都一样 xD

化妆

伪装

2009-07-27T00:16:00.002+08:00

说好了的约法三章，谁也不许赖哦！(:

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突然好想，好想念你。
虽然。。
不久之前才见过面，
不久之前才通过电话。。
可是就是莫名的，好想你
还记得我说过，
你的肩膀是我的避风港
我哭过很多，很多次。
只是我知道，最近我哭的次数越来越频繁
我也知道，你看到我酱，自己也很难过
看到你为我难过，我会更难受
对不起。。
我答应你，我会好好照顾自己
其实我知道，所有人都知道
你是真的很疼我，很让我
至少，是真心地对待我

我是真的真的很幸福 (:

V ♥ D

2009-07-24T03:15:00.003+08:00

我很累！
我真的很累！
这样的事情到底要重复多少遍？
这已经不是第一次了
拜托，我不是万能的她也不是
一直重复这种事，多累啊
我很不想把责任扛到自己身上
可是我还有选择的余地吗？
不想就酱算了，可是没办法。。

2009-07-19T22:56:00.002+08:00

enjoy the show folks .
wahahahahha.
bravo =.=

specially thx to sayang bein the cameraman

though it ain't the best product

wahahahahahaha

2009-07-16T21:07:00.002+08:00

我只好假装我看不到

....

flah flah flah ~

2009-07-15T23:20:00.002+08:00

虚伪

虚伪

虚伪

虚伪

虚伪

虚伪的人类

post up my recent pics . don tio chua k . i know it's kinda scary =x i'm currently doin my revision on Software Application. how on earth am i goin to memorise every single step in creating a formulae in Microsoft Excel huh?

HOW ?
i gonna speak out loud :

wtf . lame subject .

phew ~ xu fok sai =)

pale look.

got a flu ;(

2009-07-14T18:08:00.002+08:00

i'm jus too depressed
jus .. leave me out of my way

assignments , presentation , final :(

darling , gar-yao o
we will be hand-in-hand to face everything
lalalala ..
nxt sem gonna stay together d lu .
ahah xD

2009-07-07T22:52:00.003+08:00

stop quacking .
stop complaining that u got tis problem , that problem , please.
it's not like u r the only one facing problems.
don force me to yell at u , please.

痛

2009-07-07T20:02:00.004+08:00

你们醒醒好吗？
还期待什么奇迹出现？
奇迹会出现么？
会么？
都末期了！
为什么要让他那么痛苦？
为什么？
让他做他爱做的事！
让他吃他爱吃的食物！
我求求你们！
为什么要那么执著？
世界上没有所谓的神仙
也没有所谓的华佗再世！
够了吧你们！
你们在继续坚持下去，你们一定会后悔！
不要说我还小不懂事！
为什么不要接受？
你们这样只会让他更痛苦！
我讨厌你们！
我恨死你们了！

我心好痛

泪不停的流

很不想接受现实

然而，我能做些什么？

什么都不能.....

i seriously need a big big hug

心情，烂透了

2009-06-26T17:52:00.001+08:00

i swear ,
i won't touch wine or beer anymore .

damnit .

2009-06-26T03:33:00.003+08:00

my head is fckin pain now =(
show up some photos

absolutely heart tis bag

thanks darling (:

i couldn't rmb when i snap tis

guess when i was drunk

i jus accidently found tis in my phn

sunway , 24/6/09

cough . there are 4 person in tis photo =x

on the way goin sunway (:

more pic will be uploaded soon (:

2009-06-26T03:17:00.003+08:00

ahahahahahhaha. i'm drunk .
totally drunk .
really very thank you jas for accompany me back to my room
4th floor .. am really sorry , jas .
she some more help me off my laptop and light .
really thank you , darl .
i couldn't remember wat i did jus now .
wat i can remember was ...
i keep vomitting .
damnit .
the staff at greenbox some more pour hot water for me .
and spare me plastic bag.
ishhh . banyak sia sui .
awwww ~ i don dare to do tat anymore .
and kim .. thanks for lending me ur shoulder when we walk out from greenbox to the car .
i vomitted alot jus now ..
even when on the way goin back in jas's car .
sorry ~
scare the hell out of u all .
i jus ...
too depress to make myself drunk
i purposely did it ..
i drank how much ? i couldn't remember
really sorry ~

2009-06-23T15:23:00.000+08:00

人难做，做人更难

):

2009-06-12T02:54:00.005+08:00

她总说，
我只是眼泪多，泪眼腺发达，感情丰富罢了
我并不是爱哭包

开什么玩笑
她曾几何时承认过自己是爱哭包
如果真的有那么一天猪都会爬树了
讨厌到半死明明就不是爱哭包
还要被讲冤枉啊

她的好友总说，
爱哭就爱哭，不要借口多多
可是，好友总是在她哭的时候扮小丑
“你乖，不要哭，姐姐带你去吃薯条。”
破涕为笑
幸福的感觉

在她连续哭的第四天，
好友忍不住，心痛地一起哭了
她吓傻了
嗯，对，是我扮小丑的时候了

“不要哭哦。哭过就会看到彩虹”（她一边抹自己的眼泪一边说）

“我看没有。”（好友带着鼻涕说）

她开始拉开喉咙大声唱：

“看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着~~哦~~”

好友。。。笑了。虽然很冷。

对。这就是，简简单单的，幸福 =)

我很庆幸，有你。真的真的。

thank you , darling oiii ~~

P E A C E

i (still) heart u guys ,

ALL of you (:

永远都不会再见 ;")

2009-06-08T22:57:00.003+08:00

我到底该怎么做？
摊牌了又如何呢?
结局不见得是好的
彼此心里的那条刺已经蔓延入心里
想连根拔起都难了
我没变从以前到现在我还是一样的我
为什么总说变的是我？

我好累好累

blog , 再见了
我不会不会再写

blog dies @

8/6/09 11.25pm

2009-06-08T20:01:00.003+08:00

你还有我

我会陪你一直一直走下去

2009-06-08T04:12:00.006+08:00

it's 4.15am right now. am studyin moral education for the comin test in few more hrs later. jus ...
nth go inside my brain . it's fckin useless on keep on reminding me abt that. " .. though i'm not the character, i can feel the hurts . " i jus .. hate the feelin ! suckiesssss ! damnit

" be stong , darling . "
" yes , i will . "

i shall keep my words , i will be strong and .. tough . not too worries, i will get used wit it very soon. arghhh ! 2 months . ain't a short time. but it gonna past very soon , right? i sincerely hope soo ):

i don wanna be the one get protected by u anymore . this time , let me be the one , who protect u..

2009-06-07T21:05:00.002+08:00

it was pretty sux
i dunno .. maybe .. i don wanna care anymore
i would jus stop readin and knowin all abt tat
jus .. left it .

is my feelin under u guys' consideration when u guys said abt tat? ..
i guess ... no ):

2009-06-07T20:22:00.006+08:00

Friday , jas's room
here we goo .
the 4 of us met together again and snap sum photos
thanks jasmine for editin =x

after that , went One Utama for shoppin

Saturday

shoppin malls

let's be tough , and move on (:

gar-yao !

2009-06-04T10:10:00.003+08:00

i really freakin pek cek wit the fckin security officer
TMD
what's the problem of writing things over the sign column?
what's the problem huh?
cos of tat need to chase ppl out from the hostel ?
what the fck ?

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both of u are mother born ryte?
u tau cry , dia tau jugakk .
tau fikir saja benefit sendiri .
apa pulak dengan benefit orang lain?
dia mother born jugakk , tau ?
ada otak kan?
ada kan ?
otak tumbuh kat punggung ke?
knn `
tau saja hypocrite
tau saja nak nangis
wht the heck
ko ada director support u kat belakang
pukima
tau saja nak elakkan masalah
bila face kita orang , apa pulak dengan emotion u?
senyum saja .
tengok je pun nak belasah muka menyampah tu
lagi nak tanya aku macam mana dengan kes itu ?
figure it out urself lar biatchhhhhh
ko baik jangan cakap dengan aku
boleh tak? tolong , jangan show kat kita orang muka masam tu
tengok pun nak belasah
u piece of chicken shit _l_
kita bukannya siapa .
tak-ayah la kita orang sabar dengan ko
fck u

dare to make her cry , i will give u a tight slap and kick on ur fckin ass****
reflect urself in a toilet bowl full of shit
do u think u worth any respect from us?
NO MORE
hypocrite .
go to the hell where belongs to u .
u ain't worth any sympathy .
bitch

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cook cook cook ! ~

2009-06-03T23:05:00.003+08:00

finish MGT exam .

it was terribly sux .

what the hell is GDP?

Gross Domestic Product?

wat the heck is tat ? ...

hishhh .

it's over . don wanna bother abt it anymore

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went Giant wit jasmine and sayang jus now

to get the ingredient we needed to cook for dinner xD

ahah .

hotdog & eggs .

my favourite marrr =)

jas ohh , talk wit me lar.

don leave me alone =(

jas cookin .

got mummy feel xD

sayang jus pretending =x

the product .

i've finis my part .

around 2 bowl of mee , 1 egg , 4 hotdogs

won a [ 乖 ] from jasmine , sayang and dar xD

i wash de

i wash de xD

our dessert.

when i do nth there xD

satisfaction .

feel like paradise .

for how long nvr cook on our own d?

after the spaghettti we've cook made me diarrhea .

yeah . tat's it =.=

ahahahahahaha xD

went sayang room again .

i really enjoy the air-cond belly much

p/s : i wan air-conditioner room please T.T

2009-06-02T17:47:00.002+08:00

我，怎么了?
莫名的累，淹没了我的思考
脾气，又来了
不理智，又来了
朋友说，我的粗话，又来了

又来了
又来了
又来了啦

臭鸡蛋
我快疯了
讨厌这样的自己
恨毙了

我不想让自己情绪化
可是他x的我控制不了自己

someone , kindly save me ;"(

2009-05-27T19:18:00.003+08:00

went sing k wit jas and kim jus now .
whoa . belly good
sore throat now =(
i'm in a super duper good mood today
don ask me why .
i pun tak da tau =)

jus a picture post .
jus enjoy the picture will do (:

me and jas

obviously i'm the main character =x

*edited one*

i really love to edit picture . ahah

2009-05-27T09:06:00.002+08:00

sick .
after so long, "finally" go for a doc . *cough*
the medicine cost me 60 bucks .
though i'm not the one paid for it , sakit hatii jugakk
the medicine somehow makes my head spins
ishhh . susah betul
i should take mc for today , too .
arghh shyt .
bubbye . goin to class .

lame post =.=

i want ... (:

2009-05-23T21:32:00.002+08:00

damnit .
sneezing now =(
flu , and start coughin .
siao siao ah . main-main.
2 more weeks goin to start first test d .
grr s

i wanted to go for a movie so desperately
perhaps , not only "A" movie xD

i wanted to go for shoppin so desperately
wanted to get my clothes , shoes , banyak lagi weh

i wanted to go for a travel so desperately
wanted to take a deep breathe and relax myself =(

i wanted to work so desperately
i wan more money , pokai d lah =(
i've been told by many of them , nonono , don do tat
and so , i give up the thought =(

i wanted to dye my hair so desperately
wanted to change a new style marrr

i wanted to punch someone so desperately
who willing to be the one? ^^

hey you , don ever say tat anymore
or else , i wil smack you down .
ahah ^^
u wouldn't wanna try tat , would u ?
i'll take my [ revenge ] one day .
tis is mua promise xD

2009-05-22T11:17:00.001+08:00

i will be back to klang today !
ahahahahaahahahahaha xD
after so long , finally can stay at home for more than 24 hrs
phew =x
thanks to papa .
muahhhsss <3

tagged by keen

2009-05-21T23:22:00.004+08:00

tagged by keen

1.Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
on the forehead . sweeet (:

2.how did you feel when you woke up this morning?
damnit . still early yet =x

3.who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
jas and kim

4.would you consider yourself spoiled?
cough , sometimes .

5.will you everdonate blood?
yea , for sure .

6.have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
sure .

7.do you want someone to be dead?
not for now .

8.what does your last text message say?
ehh . private and confidential

9.what are u thinking right now?
finish this tag .

10. do you want someone to be with you now?
yesh =)

11.what was the time you went to bed last night?
forgotten . probably .. 0000 ?

12.where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
pasar pagi . ahah

13.is someone onyour mind right now?
um , yea .

14.who was the last person who text you
darling .

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1.sayang
2.jasmine
3.ah bee
4.prue
5.nugget
6.shan may
7.joel
8.ong
9.lynn
10.chloe

15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
no one =)

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
leng lui lea .

17. If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be a good?
ahah . couldn't imagine that

18. What is no. 1 studying about?
degree in accountancy

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
1-text today
2-msn today
3-text today
4.few days ago in msn
5.can't recall =x
6.um.. a month ago?
7.msn ytd
8-on call las few weeks
9-it's too long for me to rmb
10.las week perhaps

20. Is no. 4 single?
um , ppl's privacy ma .

21.Say something about no. 2.
fierce when nag me , soft when bein bully =p

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
no idea

23.Describe no. 9.
kind of emo girl .

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?
that wouldn't happen .

25. Do you like 8?
sure , why not? he's my bro =D

street party (:

2009-05-21T18:05:00.004+08:00

20th May '09

street party night !
hoorayy ~ !
went there at 7 sth .
thought of settle mua dinner at there ..
but only few stalls there..
most disappointed is tat , no UNCLE BOB =(
went wit jas and kim for a while
then go for dinner .
aiksss . shouldn't go dinner =(
afte a while , big boss call and jio us go for the street party again .
alright , we went for the 2nd time wit them .
simply walk around , crap around .
dancing , musics , all around .
guess i'm not suitable wit these situation .
lack of oxygen .__.
got clubbin feel . ahah .
show time =)

um , kids' performance .

cute betul

sayang =)

4 of us .

i'm the shortest , i know =(

mwahhs

=)

kim , me

ahah . kim oii

caught u . ahah

cam-whorin usin my phn xD

tertangkap pulak .

haha

cough . after street party,

playin wit kim's phn @ jas's room

saw the mess? xD

slept at 12 sth ytd night .

consider the earliest in tis few days

come on , claps for me =)

tis morning 8 o clock class..

dam freakin tired .

woke up first at 7.00am .

then 7.15am .

tak cukup lagi .

7.30am . ahah .

quickly wash up myself and get ready for the class .

but the lecturer reach the class by 8.20am .

hishhh . she said can be late for 20mins . i din noe tat

aikss . the class was really really cold ..

i wore myself a jacket and i still shaking .

GODDAMNIT . got a flu after that , until now .

ishhh . benci betul .

8hrs lecture today .

8.00am - 12.00pm

2.00pm - 6.00pm

totally exhausted .

sooo , i shall go for a nap now .

bubbye .

darlings o , don say i din update d hor .

hng !

bla bla bla

2009-05-18T19:08:00.002+08:00

Monday , first day of the week .
hishhh .
as usual , woke up at 9.00am.
go for a breakfast wit jas and kim .
went for class after that .
MPW , moral education . duh
hate tis subject very much .
almost fell asleep during the lecture hours =x
go for economy and business studies lectures .
i found out tat i couldn't catch up the syllabus .
kind of left out a lil bit .
busyin doin notes during the lectures .
and this is mua hard work =x

economy .

can't believe i'll do this .

never ever in my life i've wrote so many notes during lecture hrs .

proud of myself . ahaha .

stupid me .__.

finish class , go for dinner .

was thinkin to go sing k , but objection sounds around .

no money , pokai , wan yamcha .

ahah . so the plan was canceled . everyone back to room and ... TIDUR LORH .

p/s : wan go seremban or not ? ...

my wishlist full of stuffs that i would spend lotsa money on tat

cry die me =(

save money lor , waiting for mega sales . ahah .

2009-05-17T21:28:00.002+08:00

fall for u , surrender to fate .

2009-05-16T19:12:00.004+08:00

finally back to home jor =)
heavy rain when comin back from nilai .
scare die sayang xD
went JJ wit family .
jus have a walk there and go for pasar malam
not much thing to buy
ain't in a good mood =(
bought myself yoyo ice to cheer myself up
hohohohoho . well i ain't the one who pay for it . ahah .
went home after that .
i din noe tat mom noe abt the arguements .
she asked me not to think so much and not to surrender if i din do anything wrong.
touchiees ;")
um . share some photos here xD

attention please .

i gonna introduce my sayang weh . xD

want her contact num?

text me up xD

ahaahahahahahaha .

laugh non-stop .

good angle xD

alright , she's single and available.

i shall give u guys her contacts info if u guys are interested at her .

ahahahahahahahahahahahaha XD

2009-05-15T17:40:00.002+08:00

hishh . benci betul
tmr only back klang .
i pack all my things d weh =(
tonight eat wat?
still thinkin =(

2009-05-15T17:03:00.002+08:00

ehem ehem ehem .
wanted to promote sth .
Angus brand liang teh .
boil by Angus .
ahah . thank you Angus for boiling liang teh for us yoh =)
actually why he wanted to boil for us ..
cos las few days i mention tat the weather is hot and everyone is havin body heaty.
and so , he said , " i boil liang teh for u al lar . "
mana tau he really boil for us .
wahahahahaha . really thank you belly muchie .

they said they are disappointed ..
i dunno what happen ..
i should have learn to think sth on the other way round huh?
maybe .. i shoud ..
how good if all these nvr happened b4?
she said everything is different frm now ..
i doubt tat ..

2009-05-13T20:56:00.003+08:00

stomach illness comes to me again .
ytd night went vomit for around .. um , 2 times?
aiksss . scare the hell out of him . sowiee =x
sleepy panda am i today .
went MPW class tis morning .
ken kor said , " wakao , u really very weak eh . "
" shut up . " i said .
i better than jasmine and kim eh .
kim even go for a doc ytd .
wakao . some more say i'm weak .
dheng o . = =
go breakfast wit ken and KJ .
dry kueyteow , not char kueyteow hor .
not same one .
left half plate . wasted ehh . sad .
after that , went cafeteria meet wit william and angus .
william insisted us to go .
" MUST COME . " he said .
swtz . as usual , the cafeteria full of our voice
don get jealous man , lotsa ppl jio us out xD
cos we have Banting leng lui and Malacca leng lui over here lea ~
not Klang leng lui , please .
i don wan too many admirers . * cuan-ing *
sorry lar . i'm taken .
hahahahahahahah .

msg wit Bee jus now .
hohohoho .
get scolded a lil bit by her due to the stomachache .
she still care me alot ehh .
love u xD

go for MAT class at 2 o clock .
the lecturer voice was ....
ehem , he was talkin to ants . = =
" vivi , go and scold the lecturer , cakap sendiri , syok sendiri . " ken kor said .
" go die la. " i said .
ROFLS .
sorry lar . i'm on flame today .

at giant .

MAT break time

look at our sick face .

ishh .

hostel bell rang jus now .

damnit .

i was sleepin and the bell makes my head gonna crack

phn rang . call from jasmine .

" lingz , u heard the bell ring? wat happen? "

" i dunno ehh . everyone walkin out . i go find u now "

end call .

jas's face is like blur blur . jus wake up . same species are us . haha .

everyone walkin to block N .

guess there isn't any big deal there so we decided to go back room and sleep

when i reach my room , my head really gonna crack .

msg sayang . she din noe wat happen . guess she was at outside . faint

tryin to fall asleep .

head spins again .

haizzzz . sad case =(

communicating , understanding , tolerating .

wat so hard wit tat?

i jus couldn't overcome all these barriers until now .

stupid me .

2009-05-12T23:03:00.001+08:00

i don like tat !
i hate tat !
i really couldn't accept tat !
leave me alone
get out of my way
please .

i lurve myself (:

貪

lovelife!

sigh!

Yamcha ♥

Ohh Hii !

:(

太夸张了！

无标题 x)

在对的时间，遇到对的人。

taggie by may (:

WTF man !

not too much :x

TAGS

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wat should i do?

=)

sorry ..

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70k!

i wan tis n tat ` ...♥

relax luhhh =)

muaxxx

nobody xD

new template :D

bk :)

guys should read tis =)

um ..

Love or Lust?

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Happy birthday to jas jas oii ~

my 18th birthday

原来

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永远都不会再见 ;")

cook cook cook ! ~

i want ... (:

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street party (:

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